Amber eyes burn
Pray they don't roam.
Look deep inside
See the angel who resides.
Feeling too quick
Act like a bitch.
Can he be the one
Eternal lover under troubled sun?
Miscommunication daily occurrence
Fool I feel, can't see what he's saying.
Insecurity creeps in,
How I'm acting with him feels like a sin.
Who am I to deserve his trust?
Why me? I ask too much.
I am nothing,
Too troubled and broken to care to live.
Why does he like me
Could it really be just sex to him?
what is it that made me different?
What inner shine made me stand out among the rest?
Please I pray don't let me ruin this
But what deity should I serve to best answer this?
God or the devil
I confess to belief to neither of them.
Wise words once spoken
I don't care what you believe, just believe.
I have no faith in anything
Have no reason to think I should ever get what I need.
I'm going to change
This time for myself.
Don't like the me I am
Could I really become someone else?
Will life give me a chance
To redeem myself?
Nobody know just what kind of torture I've dealt.
I think I may die if it was ever found out.
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Yeah I'm feeling self destructive atm.
This road can only end in pain, I've been down it before, But If I don't pony up I will soon loose everything |
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