I'm confused about what to do
I've met a man who's everything I want
And yet he's not you.
He shares his time with me, every chance he gets.
In his arms is where I've slept,
The cold cannot seep through his strong chest.
And yet, he doesn't make my blood sing
He's unable to make my body dance across the sheets.
His kisses are pleasant, but I don't crave them.
I lay there wrapped in his embrace
And yet it's your face I see.
I cannot love this man
And yet he loves me as I am.
He whispers words of passion in my ear
And yet it's your voice I hear.
He's not the jealous type
And yet he hates you.
He has everything of me that I can give
And yet you hold my heart.
He says it's okay
And yet it's tearing him apart.
I don't want to hurt him
And yet all I can think about is you.
I should be happy I finally found the man of my dreams
And yet tears are all I cry as I fall asleep.