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Blood and Tears

I've got scars and
Many two way streets of broken hearts, I'm just a shell of a woman I'll be labeled till I die. I've seen hell and death And blood and tears And yeah i've caused them all One time....
I may have lost myself But I'm still me. Drowning in myself But I'm still me. Sometimes I hate myself But I'm still me. I want to crawl inside myself But i'll still be me.
I look in your eyes And see my torment reflecting back at me. Sometimes it seems that you're Exactly me. You've walked the road I've be

_{This is a song I wrote when my favorite Guitarist was here, playing his guitar and singing for me. I really like this one.}

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I'm burning our memories from my mind One damn instance at a time You said I was different You said this was right There goes another
Lost kisses in the night.
Trying to forget the
Simple little memories The places we were happy Or was that just me? 51, 119, 70 The roads are all the same to me.
I lost that day we traveled 119, Caught up in the fantasy We both had weaved. That's one memory I
Think I'll leave.
And what of all the others That meant so much to me Seven spring?, Connellsville?

_{I really like this piece, It has alot of depth and feeling for me. It is very personal and thankfully the basis for writing it is fictional. I'd love some feedback on it.}

When It's over

I remember evening dinners And his wicked little smile. Time we spent together Never mounted to much anyhow. I'd wait all week to see him
Put on my slinkiest, lil black gown. He came in on a Harley Wind ruffled hair It wasn't long before his
Lips were on me. And on the couch he'd lay me down. But that was then and those days are gone and I cry
What do you do when it's over? And you can't find the tears to cry What do you do when it's over And you're left wonderin why? Everything you've came to count on Gone in the blink of an e

_{Recent song I wrote that I love.}

A mothers lament

She spent her life in servitude, the chains though invisible bound her to her hell. Seventeen years of this sentence so far she's been dealt. The tears have long since dried up along with her hopes and dreams of a 'better' world she's often heard of, but knows she'll never see. Her mother named her Kyra for she was her mother's beloved, but tragedy played a role in her life from the beginning as her mother (Isabella) along with her twin brother (Everett) did not survive her birth. Her father (Nicoli), grief stricken sold Kyra, his only child before she reached a week old. He was unable to s

_{My first short story that I actually like. Wrote for *DgenRetEliteRabbit's Literary contest. Thanks so much rabbit for the inspiration (:}

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Simple ManI'm bleeding out my heart With every cord I strum in beat And I'm crying notes in tune To the classic G string You've become my
Greatest inspiration My haunting dream I'm lost in the arms
Of my true love Suffocating for my Second place A crazy girl to rescue me.
These bars come and go in precession, I can't even remember the name of the last one, It's been weeks since I've seen anything but smokey rooms and drunken attitudes, and I still sing out my heart so I don't miss you.
I've shown you my face And still you don't see the
Simple Man
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Shadows Of EvilI broke my heart so it would stop to run Dreaming of slicing into veins So the flaming lick of pain can Haze my brain.
No outlet No soothing balm to escape The hurt inside Ripped apart at the seems How I pray to die.
I withdraw from myself To separate my anguish And cure my mental health I've torn my life into pieces I can't unravel the jigsaw To make things right again.
I should have stayed where I began Better a victim than to loose Everything I ever had Death taunts me but Never grants it's promise. & Shadows Of Evil
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The call of the reaperIt's become to much I can't endure Death holds an appeal I can't deny no more. Life has given me a good load It's been a hell of a road But I'm so tired of holding on It's time I think for letting go. I feel so insignificant Less than an ant I'm not so omnipotent anymore.
And really who's lives would be
Changed if mine were to end? My kids will be leaving me soon My favorite holiday spent locked In a four by four steel room. I've landed on the bottom And there's more ways to go than just up. I've been crawling on my belly
Scouring the dirt The call of the reaper
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Anthrax cloud number9My words are not intended to slander, to pain or wound in anyway, It's amazing that when I want them to matter They get swept under the carpet
As if they weren't worth the breath to say. I really wish you could see I'm more simple than you make me
Out to be. My karma fairy came back
To deliver destiny it seems. I will not do yoga or gymnastics Nor crawl upon streets of nails To prove myself to you, I am me and I'm sorry
But that's all I will be. I'm only the icing on your cake anyway Insignificant in the scheme of things I try to believe Anthrax cloud number9
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Royal FlushKeep your options open Hold, don't play or fold them. Cause damn straight The other side hasn't stopped looking, On the outtake their prey their stalkin. It's just an intermission All part of the game, Each entrant has their role to play. Hold you head high Never let them see you cry, And for gods sake when they
Ask you about your feelings girl You better lie. With a blank face Bet light. Don't pressure or ridicule Let them trump their own side. It's not the better hand It's the bluff that wins. Given my instructions at the age o Royal Flush
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The night Santa DiedMy name is Lucy and I'm five years old Last year for Christmas Santa brought a divorce to my home. Now my dad lives in New Jersey, my mom in New York. I've tried all year to get on the bad list I don't want that chubby home wrecker to bring me shit.
Last night my momma told me that though I was bad Santa wouldn't forget me he forgives and forgets. So I snuck out of bed, and crept quiet as a mouse I booby trapped the chimney and left Rufus our Rottweiler out.
I poisoned his cookies and pee'd in his milk Then out on the lawn I stood and I sprayed The roof with the h The night Santa Died
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MotherDear Mother, Wherever you may be Remember that you have a daughter Wondering where you are.
Remember that you made a child And kept her for three months And then you'd given her up And she's wondering who you are
Don't forget you had a baby girl To whom you'd given a name But even though the name has changed She still uses it for you
Don't bother to count the years past To her, that doesn't matter For her eithteenth birthday wish is Just to be able to call you "mother"
To her, nothing else matters Than seeing the l Mother
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A perfect momentI hold myself in your eyes,
your hand is steady as it caresses mine.
You put the smile on my face,
and it seems as if the world is full of joy.

You have taken me from your dreams,
and now I drape myself before you.
I languish in your attention, your eyes lighting up,
you give me the breath of life.

Your imagination runs parallel to the features of this world,
and somehow I don't think they will ever see it truly.
I do though, this person stuck in a forgotten page,
drawn by your hand under the sunlight.

A perfect moment was born when i was A perfect moment
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Sometimes you're the bull

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 16, 2009, 11:34 AM

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I had the most amazing Friday night. Drove on the bike in the freezing cold to a bar some ways down the road. It was their Karaoke night, I myself did not participate though as I have to be extremely intoxicated to violate everyone's eardrums lol. But my baby did, he sang alot of songs and he stared right at me while he sang. I felt like the only woman in the room. It was so sweet, the people there are very, very friendly. One woman asked me to go to the bathroom with her to try on her bra! I don't even know her name, I declined of course lol My baby got a kick out that though. We left the bar and came back to my house where he spent the night, needless to say my Saturday morning was great.

I spent Saturday night at the legion across from my house, cause I knew my baby was going back to the bar we went to Friday night and I had no wheels to go. He was expecting me to show though If I would have know hell I'd have walked there.

Sunday was rough for me, I went to bed at six am and woke up at 9am cause my Ex called to say he was bringing the kids back home in an hour. I was still drunk when I awoke, got y hangover a few hours later, ugh.

My mission is to get a car before the 25th, as the kids go to their dad's from the 25th to the 30th. I plan on driving until I run out of gas, and whatever town I end up in I will drink there and rent a motel. And yeah I will be alone, I'm sick of my so called friends.

I'm looking for a job, actually have an interview at the highway playground I just need to a get a ride there. Heck, I'd sell drugs if I knew I could stop myself from doing them first lol.

I woke up this morning to a full bed, my kids and the damn cat had climbed into bed with me. My youngest looked at me and said I missed you...aw yep my heart melted.

I submitted some of my song lyrics to Nashville for their opinion/critique and a chance to win their contest. they like at least one of them.

Joke: A man travels to Spain and goes to a Madrid restaurant for a late dinner. He orders the house special and he is brought a plate with potatoes, corn, and two large meaty objects.

"What's this?" he asks.

"Cojones, senor," the waiter replies.

"What are cojones?" the man asks.

"Cojones," the waiter explains, "are the testicles of the bull who lost at the arena this afternoon."

At first the man is disgusted, but being the adventurous type, he decides to try this local delicacy. To his amazement, it is quite delicious. In fact, it is so good that he decides to come back again the next night and order it again. This time, the waiter brings out the plate, but the meaty objects are much smaller.

"What's this?" he asks the waiter.

"Cojones, senor," the waiter replies.

"No, no," the man objects. "I had cojones yesterday and they were much bigger than these."

"Senor," the waiter explains, "the bull does not lose every time."}

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Chocolate stains worse than blood, and lies cut deeper than a blade. So slice me open and let the sweetness flow, pour on words and wash the pain away.
Deceit written on ruby-red lips cut down to the bone. Hate's an aphrodisiac, my absinthe-colored eyes aglow.
Feed me your chocolate covered lies and let me live in ignorance'd bliss, cause stains can be removed, and wounds always stitched.

Lies and Candy

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Thou Sweetened Lot.

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_{I'm a little on the psychotic side, temperamental and moody. I've been looking for the good life, so far been lost in the dark. I listen to a variety of music, just not techno, classical or gospel. I write constantly about things in my life or others. Most of my work is poetry although a few songs are mixed in. My style is mostly free verse and most of it is dark in nature.
No happily ever after in my work. My inspiration comes from all things, and I can write about anything. I'm not a poet for the fame or glory cause as we all know a poet doesn't become "famous" unless they are dead. I write because I have too, there are stories in me that must be told.
I have been writing since I was twelve years old, Talent flows like a river through my family. My dad and brother are excellent artists, their drawing's unique, My sister shares my passion for poetry and I have to admit she's better than I am( Her work is more of a mystery and her style far different from my own). My older brother can weld anything into a work of art. My middle brother and my mother missed out on the creativity gene's.

I am twenty-seven years old and I am a single mother of three children, my daughter (8yrs) and two boys (5yrs and 4yrs). Most days I just try to get by without loosing myself. My writing is my salvation!

I am a piercing and Tattoo freak, I currently have 12 piercings and 6 tatt's. I am planning on getting at least another 4 tatts in the next few months. I think I am ok on piercings but only time will tell (:}

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Current Residence: Mother Fucking, Pennsylvania
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Interests: Writing, Music, Movies, Partying, Friends
Favourite movie: Serenity, Twilight, The Ref, Rat Race, Fast&Furous, Tripple X, Chronicles of Riddick
Favourite band or musician: Nickleback, Shawn Mullins, Eminem, Serena Ryder, Liz Phair
Favourite genre of music: Country, R&B, Blues, Rap
Favourite artist: Leonardo Da Vinci
Favourite poet or writer: Dylan Thomas,Ernest Hemmingway, Alfred Tennyson, Edgar Allen Poe, Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
Favourite style of art: Every
Operating System: Windows XP
Shell of choice: The one I reside in
Skin of choice: The skin I wear
Favourite game: Final Fantasy 7
Favourite gaming platform: PS2
Favourite cartoon character: Calvin and Hobbs
Personal Quote: ~Trust no Man, Fear no Bitch~
Tools of the Trade: Pen, Paper, Pencil, keyboard, My mind

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*ladyshadowrage: The hardest part of living is just taking breaths to stay, cause I know I'm good for something I just haven't found it yet and I need it soo.
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